Anime-style illustration of a hospital corridor at sunset, an open diary beside cherry blossom on a bedside tray, a schoolgirl at the window and a boy in the far doorway.

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Sakura Yamauchi

I want to eat your pancreas.

— I Want to Eat Your Pancreas ‧ 2018

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What it means

Our interpretation.

It sounds like a threat and means the opposite. In the story's world it is a roundabout declaration of love and friendship from a girl who cannot say how much someone matters to her, wrapped in a superstition about taking in what you admire. Its shock value made the title unforgettable, and it is now shorthand for the story itself: a gentle, devastating romance hidden behind a grisly joke.

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In context

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Sakura Yamauchi, the cheerful classmate of the story's unnamed narrator (named Haruki Shiga in the film), is secretly dying of a pancreatic disease. After he finds her diary, Living with Dying, in a hospital waiting room, she drags him to a yakiniku and offal meal and explains an old superstition: eating another creature's organ can cure your own. The wish to eat his pancreas is her way of saying how much he matters to her. After her sudden death, he sees that she did receive the message he sent her, which says the same thing back. The line comes from Yoru Sumino's 2015 novel and is the title of the 2018 anime film.

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