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City Aphorisms, Eleventh Selection, New York · 1993
At retirement, switching from “I must” to “I want” leaves me puzzled and uneasy.
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What it means
Our interpretation.
In retirement, the speaker finds that moving from duty to desire is disorienting rather than freeing. Living by 'I want' after a life of 'I must' brings puzzlement and unease. The aphorism suggests obligation can give life a structure that free choice does not automatically replace.
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