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...she would have derived only pain, and no pleasure, from giving me pain; she would far rather have wounded her own breast than mine.
— Charles Dickens • Great Expectations

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An editorial interpretation.
The narrator imagines that hurting him would bring this woman pain rather than pleasure. The following comparison makes her concern more emphatic: she would sooner suffer herself. The passage conveys tenderness through the narrator's account of how strongly she would resist causing him distress.
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