Anime illustration: a determined teenage pilot in a blue-and-white plugsuit grips the controls inside a cramped, glowing cockpit, as a spindly, long-legged white machine with a blue eye looms above a ruined, flooded city outside.

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Shinji Ikari

I mustn't run away.

— Neon Genesis Evangelion ‧ 1995

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What it means

Our interpretation.

A boy tells himself the thing he can't believe. Shinji's mantra isn't bravery but a spell against his own fear, and it comes back through the series as it stops working. The 1995 show made hesitation its hero's defining trait, and viewers recognised the self-talk of someone forcing themselves through a door. It gets quoted sincerely and as a joke about doing the thing you dread.

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The first episode. Fourteen-year-old Shinji Ikari arrives in Tokyo-3 as the Third Angel, Sachiel, attacks. NERV's Commander, his estranged father Gendo, tells him to pilot Evangelion Unit-01 or leave, and Shinji refuses. The badly injured Rei Ayanami is rolled out on a stretcher to pilot in his place. When Sachiel's blast shakes the Geofront and Unit-01 raises a hand to shield Shinji, he runs to the collapsed Rei and convinces himself that he mustn't run away. He agrees to pilot.

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