Shinji stands alone outside a closed hospital room.

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Shinji Ikari

I'm so fucked up.

— The End of Evangelion  ·  1997

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What it means

Our interpretation.

Self-disgust recognises a wrong without repairing it. The line introduces the film’s crisis through Shinji’s failure to respect another person’s vulnerability.

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In context

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At the beginning of The End of Evangelion, Shinji visits the unconscious Asuka in hospital and sexually violates her privacy. His response condemns his own conduct rather than excusing it. English versions differ in how explicitly they render his self-disgust.

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